So here I sit...in my bed...for the last night...at Zeta Chi. At least for this summer... Well, maybe even just for this week. But it feels...nostalgic...
I spent most of today hanging out with Jessica. While we were driving back to Baldwin, I pointed out to her how empty the dorms and campus seemed. Incidently enough, I started getting a sick feeling to my stomach. Freshman year is gone, and now it is time to move on to this summer.
In approcimately 7 hours, I will be stepping foot onto Youthfront Camp South. I must say...I am excited. I'm also very nervous. I do not know what to expect, I do not know how everything will go down.
I guess that is an issue I have had for most of my life. I like control. I have a hard time letting it go. I would not usually disclose this information in blog form, but, anyone who knows me knows that is true of me. I like knowing what is going on and what to expect 24/7.
I guess that is going to be one of the things I'm gonna have to work on this summer. I need to learn to let God have control of the situation and trust his rplan, and I believe that God led me here, so we'll just have to see what happens. I think growth will occur, and I'm excited for it. So...I guess...this is it. My next update will be at Youthfront. *sigh*....Ready or not...here we go....
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